that day in the hospital i held your hand so tight i didtn want to let you go.... i never have... your still right here with me... in my heart.. my thoughts, my dreams, and my wishes.. that night i prayed soooo hard to god to let me keep you... i hated that he didnt... now after all this time, as hard as it is, can see why... we had you for so long and he wanted you back guess he missed you too.. but.. i know now that hes sent you back to me and i can feel it in a lot of things i do and i know it because your there still guiding and helping me.. i love you dad our bond will never be broken and i cant wait to see you again but untill then... keep shining down on us all i love the feeling it gives me :)x huggs xx